...wo hui fa zhe dai ran hou wei wei xiao jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan you xiang le yi bian ni wen rou de lian zai wo wan ji zi qian..
..xin le de yan lei mo hui le shi xian ni yi juai kan bu jian...
This song i know all of u will know rite.. its guiji by jay.. this morning on way to sch heard this song.. thought of my dad.. he know this song too le but then now it seems the situation for me.. sigh.. was thinking of the times we had last night when i was zzzing last night.. missed him i think.. wonder how is him now, if he's good or not, and where is he now.. Funny rite, trying to puzzle how the dead would feel, but will they be really left out there will no feelings at all? My mum says that dad muz be really bu4 gan1 yuan4 cuz he has worked all his life but never got the chance to enjoy himself.. this is the way she perceived but i feel that maybe he is 'at rest' now.. that at least he's free from work n maybe he'll proceed to a better 'world'?
Maybe its heaven that wanna train us up.. i always tot that my life is v blessed, no worries, no housework/burden, complete family, nothing terrible.. but now my dad's no longer ard, i think that things will not end even after everything's settled down.. the most important person in my family has gone le.. who can be the main head now? i hope my brother can get down to his senses soon cuz after my grandpa(i mean touch wood ah), he's the only one to hold the family line le rite, but look at him now... haiz... Maybe dun think so much ba hor..
Another thing is i really dun like me sometimes.. think so much.. zzz... make myself feeling all sort of things.. i juz stepped out of my prev 'depression' period(i know i'm feeling depressed cuz cant zzz la, think so much la, feeling tired n edgy.. etc..) but then as a virgo n my own personality i guess v hard to change this bit of myself..
"...Missing you, wo hui dao su, su dao san jiu bu ku..."
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