*Mixture of Happy n SaD* Thursday, February 03, 2005
You're a very bubbly, happy, caring person. You
love to be with your friends and you love
making them happy. Your always willing to bend
over backwards to help someone in need even if
you don,t know them. Plus you love making new
friends, which is why your always surrounded by
people. Remember though sometimes you need to
concentrate on your work, you tend to not pay
attention and can be rather spacey. Also
remember to do things for yourself sometimes
and don,t let people take advantage of your giving nature.
There it is the guy you want may not be the
popularist guy in school but, at least he's
charming and romatic:) Plus you'll get your
first kiss really soon. Like it's just around
the corner:)
Haha! Did before? nt sure.. the pic is nice tts y its here. haha...
Oh wat i wanna blog is on my Nervous hospital visiting.. Went to visit nick's dad.. Well u know i kindda gotten scared off my nick's mum on my first meeting with them last time. This time i told myself everythings gonna be ok but deep down i knew it aint gonna be tt smooth. Nick drove me "offically" in his car there. Haha~! Officially cuz his mum last time dun let him use car one mah.. but he got steal some opportunity to use n we went Dou Feng(nt eat wind k.. haha!) before without his parent knowing, thus this time round is offical so it feels different to be driven by him ytd. His dad looks ok but judging from his voice its still soft so i think still bearing the pain. but he tried to entertain me or tried to pull me into their conversation by craking up old stories or some jokes.. Really apperciate him.. Heh.. Can feel nick n his dad really quite close de. BUt his mum er.. haha.. nick n his dad talked so much n jokes so much but his mum hardly laff or smiled. Nick says she's liddat de. Aiyo.. smile also so hard.. Then she mentioned GALS shud wear watch n ask me HOW come i didnt. NIck tried to help me out by saying its his influence tt makes me dun wear watch too. then she say nt wear watch is nt puntcual. then "accuse" me to be always late n keep nick waiting! ARGH... i felt so arrowedheaded n died out of no reason. But nick say she said at a joking manner (which i dun felt it.. cuz i'm dead.. =p) I hardly say 5 sentence lor thr out the whole visit. After i left with nick i FELT alive again. Hahaha...
Went shopping with nick in attempt to get nick a cny shirt n see if i can get any too. Bought nick something(ask me if u wan to know.. *winks* hehe) n then nick paid for my 2 shirt i got at baleno.. V cheap onli 2 shirt one at $10 the other at $16.. u all shud know me la i WONT get shirt tt is ex. haha~ cheap but nice is my motto. LOlz! But he took both shirts n refuse to give me say wan wrap up n treat as val prez.. FUNNy lor.. haha!(dear:but mine y u take?? huh? HAha!)
So much so for the happy stuff.. sad stuff.. after seeing nick's dad, when i reach home n sat at my toliet bowl(ok i like to think on my Tbowl. hah), i was suddenly plunge into a sea of saddness.. was tinking of my dad. Cuz nick's dad was quite alike my dad(nt the looks but the behaviour likewise). REALLY miss my dad.. Nt only today, almost everyday, mostly at night, when i happen to think of him... sometimes wud tot he went on a long vacation.. sometimes tot he is opening the door coming back.. but then these sometimes nv come true for me. it nv will. IF given a chance for me i'd rather he nt pass away.. be in a coma or something. Shorten my life for a few yrs for him to be ard i wont mind the least bit.. cuz at least i can still feel him ard, can still hold him in my arms n hug him n say "i love u" to him.... at least my mum still has someone to hold on to. ='\ No doubt.. tears always flows when i think of him.. unbearable...
...U've flew off from my world, like a butterfly. If butterfly cud say anything cud it be saddness? Cud no longer see u smile when i speak to u, cud no longer hold u in my arms n say "i love u"...
Tata for now >þ 11:10 PM ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
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