These past few days, i am thinking alot in my life... what had i achieved? what am i gonna do later on in my life? It seems like some black spots on a piece of white paper, thats all... What you aim to be in life? I am like a lost soul travelling along this road call life... The path is so frosty i cant see anything... Got this feeling like i juz wanna skip my life range of 22+ to 60+. I want to just jump all these from a teenager to be a old granny retired from the world, happy and enjoying life.
At work got dilemma.. my manager,HC, has tender her resignation letter to my boss le. Cuz my boss juz reassign her position from manager to research executive w/o getting her to agree to his terms first. Moreover theres a long long story behind also... 1st is wif regards to my boss chara, behaviour n how he treats his work n employees. 2nd is the conflict behind him n HC. Now that she had tendered, either he will be getting a new research executive in, or he ma chaim just throw whatever duties i can handle to me and make me work late.
For my part, got 2 choice. 1st is to tender n look at some other jobs that is big and i can slowly learn from others. This way seems easy but yet like escaping. Also no guarantee got a good job too. 2nd is depending on his offer, if i am nt being offered a pay revised at least 2k after my probation, i will surely leave. IF he offered my pay to go to ard 2.4K wif the possibility of going higher, and is to learn the things up slowly, i will stay. This can be like a way to upgrade my self in my job scope, get more pay and build up my resume. BUT it can means a opportunity cost to much freedom and getting offwork on time also. I also dunno if i am rreally fond of this job as a market researcher too. SIGH! Perhaps tts y i felt like skipping my life of working... sigh.... HOw..... haiz....
Some bad news from chris aunt. I can understand how it feels... My condolences to everyone affected including chris and his family, and his uncle and cousins...
K la here are some picys i took..
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