another sleep-less night. yawnz! Saturday, April 07, 2007
hmm... perhaps its silly for the choice i did... i really dunno... sleepy but cant closed my eyes to sleep... can anyone recognise that feeling? my mind keeps running even though it is exhausted... i think it has outrun its record already... worned and drained... but i cant help it... i really wish i was a guy who can simply terminate a thinking process and wont be afraid that it will turn up and run extra hydraulined thoughts to the brain. then i can also screw the end of a feminine sensitivity to every issues i'd face and think how a guy think... straight-simple-nonchalant-rationaly-firm-bochap. isnt that great?? maybe i shud adopt the deceiving style of "drowning myself in sleep to wish for something to happen or that troubles will disappeared upon reaching dreamland" attitude, but does it truly work? i dunno... but it might work too... i also dunno...
as usual all these are brainless scribblings... out from nthg from my own stupid, silly, and worned out mind.. i've got this feeling that watever i am doing now is aint gonna get me anywhere but hey!! wat am i hoping for anyway?!?! hah~~~ Friends... a source of support, yet another source of brain-itchings... maybe one day i shall juz be a loner, cut off from everyone i know... a state which will be the extreme of wat i wanna be... will it happen? i dread lonliness but sometimes... being a-lone is a better state to be? silence is music to the ear... i wonder...
k la enuff of my nonsense... nobody really reads or digest them anyway... wat a care... i'll go toss n turn in my bed for now...
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