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Office scribblings. hoho!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
"Temper merely shown you having lost of control and place you among the rankings of lunatics."
Its not that i am running a temper recently. Dun be misleaded by my above quote. i just quote it cuz i find it well said... For me, I juz had some 怀心情, cuz got reason de, for those who 了解我... i dun throw bad mood anyhow-ly one lor. Anyway i'm ok already. Bad mood gone since end of monday, i dun keep negative things to heart de. Its just that still got unsolved things that is quite bothering me... I hope to have a chance to clarify things... sort things straight... put things back to when it was before, at least mend some strains i am feeling now... but i dun see any chances.. wanna take the first step but dun think i can do it or that it is possible for me to do it...
On Mon is damn suay de.... cuz mood nt ok yet on mon, then wats "best" is that i spilled my cup of coffee all over the desk and soiled the carpet! its like at that point of time really felt like as if i'm a puppet in life kena played by the strings wif that spilling of the cup of coffee adding to my sorrows, whilst some audience is laughing at my plight... the feeling is ultra bad lor... like kena flushed down the toilet liddat. my notes and things all have to either throw away or wash lor. need to redo some documents also, plus spent an hour soaking the coffee from the carpet and wiping my desk clean... its ultra pathetic... almost to the brink of tears but still told myself to ren... i know it is small case la esp now thinking about it. but when it happened at that point of time it's not something that doesnt matter...
Been working-out out these 3 days... today i shall continue too... Lack of exercise ever since i started work. Getting fatter n fatter... but good also la keep my mind off things... Frenz, remember to keep those muscles working oh! ^-^
The TWO Projects have a VERY high chance of starting next week... gonna get real real busy then... actually i feel that i was still quite bless-ed that at least i have slacked for 2 weeks since the commencement was postponed. But thinking of the coming 2 projects, quite headache... mainly wif the recruitment and wif the research manager... he really cmi... think of things that dun really matter and cant think of things that really do matter... aiyo... felt like wacking him... can say lots of stupid comment also like this is the latest stupid thing that happened:
"he came over my desk and ask if client send us money alraedy anot.
so i checked and say that our bank got money come in but then there is a USD15 short from the amount.
then he ask if i'm sure is from them anot?
I say online see cannot see the sender party, can only wait for the credit statement then will know the sender party.
Then he say maybe is not them.
But i say i dun have other pending invoice that is close to this amount. so most prob is them.
Then he still can shoot back say: " maybe some kind soul donated the money to us! " and he walk away..."
DUHZzz!!! STUPID rite? dunno wat on earth he was thinking... One of the previous temp spoken to him also buay tahan... she say I can take over his role as the manager... Oh man!!!
ANyway i shall ren..... i'm actively searching for another job already. hah!
"Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good."
Tata for now >þ
4:19 PM
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