Rejected the contract position with citibank... Was in a tight decision between accepting or waiting for the senoko one... the agent for the bank was pushing me for my decision, and i sianz cuz its only a replacement for the maternity lady, no benefits, though can pick up things useful in the forex n investment market... but then also uncertain on wat will happen after the 6 months.. i dun wan to look for job again at the end of it leh.. i had enough of job searching n filling of applications.. even though the agent tried to convince me not to worry for they will see to it n there will be internal positions for me to go to but then its still a sense of insecurity wat... then now i got this feeling like the senoko one wont work out too... no news from them as yet.. and i cant reach the hr person also. sianzz..
I think i went for the most number of interviews that i think even my frens ard me can ever compare..
Congrates to nick for getting his new job.. It seems so easy for him compared to my job finding... Well at least he knows what he wants in his career.. which is very good.. for me.. i am still stucked.. =.='''...
Everyday I wanna go out instead of cooping at home and being reminded that i am jobless... but didnt cuz no aim outside, noone to accompany, and dun wan to spend also.. been over spending my budget already.. Didnt get good sleep these few nights.. I think due to the expensive new pillow that smells and its presence messing my usual sleeping posture plus been sleeping alot these few days cuz no aim in waking up... Then today the weather v cloudy and windy.. to me it used to be a very nice weather.. to go out play or juz to sleep.. but then somehow it is also like my mood like that.. gloomy...
Tata for now >þ 5:45 PM ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
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